This Storm That's Broken Me
Yeah..I know you're wondering why I'm up this late. It's because I can't sleep. I keep thinking about everything that depresses me like my dad always jumping on me for no reason at all, my dad jumping on my mom for "wasting" money when he's the one who takes it to go get drunk, my parents fighting all the time, and I'm always upsetting Matt somehow.
I got off the phone with Matt probably about an hour ago talking to him about some stuff. I felt good to actually tell someone about it all, but it was rather depressing. I feel like I can't tell anyone else because they have their own problems to deal with and I don't want to be another burden for them to worry about. Everyone else probably has some bigger problems than I do to take care of.
Should I try to fix everything or do I just wait for everything to take care of itself? Or will I have to just live with my problems until I get to the point where I can't stand it any longer?
Well, I am going to ponder this for a while and then I'm going to go to sleep (hopefully). Night.
In This River - Black Label Society
I've been around this world
Yet I see no end
All shall fade to black again and again
This storm that's broken me
My only friend
In this river all shall fade to black
In ths river ain't no coming back
In this river all shall fade to black
Ain't no coming back
Withdrawn I step away
Just to find myself
The door is closed again
The only one left
This storm that's broken me
My only friend