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so i feel like this is sorta necessary... but i dont think it is at the same time but idk okay anyway
the other night i feel like i may have offended some people because i refused to talk about what was wrong...
yet i went outside to call and cry to jill..
well i didnt know WHAT was wrong, so i couldnt actually tell any of you what was bothering me since i didnt know myself what was wrong.
also, jill had been talkin to me ALL day trying to make me feel better and figure out what it was that was bothering me earlier in the day
which is why is why i called her
because she told me if i needed her throughout the night to have a pep talk... to call her
so i did
not to mention, i felt shitty enough for ruining everyones night by having them constantly worry about me
i didnt want ot be that person
i didnt want to spoil anyone elses night
so if i offended anyone, since i could sorta see it in some peoples expressions when i came back in the house, im sorrry if you felt like i should have went to talk to you
it doesnt mean i didnt want to talk to you guys
its that i didnt know what to tell you, because if you were to ask jill what i was saying she would respond with "jill i have no fucking idea what thehell is wrong with me..cry cry cry.. i wanna go home cry cry cry im sorry"
and i didnt want to have to torture you all with that
im sorry and i love you all so please dont be offended if you were
2008 review :)
jan- im so over all the drama
feb- what goes around comes back around BITCHES
march- dear uconn stop kicking my ass and making me break down
april- last night with sean was amazing despite not being able to sleep.
may- finals start monday
june- i work way too much on the weekends :(
july- incadella told me to take back me saying i have no common sense and to never say
anything negative about myself again
august-last night was nuts
sept- The rumors flew but nobody knew how much she blamed herself
oct- i swear i can be what you need
nov- so i just checkd my accounting grade. i got a 54
dec- i guess the saying is true.... only the good die young
the other night i feel like i may have offended some people because i refused to talk about what was wrong...
yet i went outside to call and cry to jill..
well i didnt know WHAT was wrong, so i couldnt actually tell any of you what was bothering me since i didnt know myself what was wrong.
also, jill had been talkin to me ALL day trying to make me feel better and figure out what it was that was bothering me earlier in the day
which is why is why i called her
because she told me if i needed her throughout the night to have a pep talk... to call her
so i did
not to mention, i felt shitty enough for ruining everyones night by having them constantly worry about me
i didnt want ot be that person
i didnt want to spoil anyone elses night
so if i offended anyone, since i could sorta see it in some peoples expressions when i came back in the house, im sorrry if you felt like i should have went to talk to you
it doesnt mean i didnt want to talk to you guys
its that i didnt know what to tell you, because if you were to ask jill what i was saying she would respond with "jill i have no fucking idea what thehell is wrong with me..cry cry cry.. i wanna go home cry cry cry im sorry"
and i didnt want to have to torture you all with that
im sorry and i love you all so please dont be offended if you were
2008 review :)
jan- im so over all the drama
feb- what goes around comes back around BITCHES
march- dear uconn stop kicking my ass and making me break down
april- last night with sean was amazing despite not being able to sleep.
may- finals start monday
june- i work way too much on the weekends :(
july- incadella told me to take back me saying i have no common sense and to never say
anything negative about myself again
august-last night was nuts
sept- The rumors flew but nobody knew how much she blamed herself
oct- i swear i can be what you need
nov- so i just checkd my accounting grade. i got a 54
dec- i guess the saying is true.... only the good die young