Oct 02, 2010 15:15
Randomly today, I found myself searching for a free support group online to help me with losing dad...
I didn't join any.
Didn't see the point the more I looked.
...I catch myself a lot lately thinking he is still here and alive.
I don't know how to understand my own thoughts.
Its like I know he is gone, but I don't.
I'm okay, i'm not.
...idk, I can't even begin to explain what goes through my head.
i just miss him.