He went to the store and bought me coconut scented glycerine soap.

Apr 12, 2006 12:33

My brother is in town for a week or so...

He is going to be moving to Portland. We’ve talked about moving in together. It's a great idea and then again it's not...I don’t really know what to expect.. other than rain and college.
My life style would drastically change....would that be such a bad thing?
I mean.. No more booze or drugs (other than what the doctor thinks I should have).
And I would be away from my family. So hopefully my brain wouldn’t fell so fucked up all the time. And it’s not that I don’t love my family, because I really do...they just have issues..and more so that average middle class family.

I don’t know if Portland is drastic enough. I feel like I need to just be picked up and dropped in the middle of Europe. You know, .....

Kevin plans on moving to Sacramento for college. But I am not sure if that means he is moving to he dorms and I am living in an apartment by myself. Or we are getting a place to ourselves. I am not even sure why he decided on Sacramento. I am still confused about the whole thing. Sacramento? Sacramento reminds of being seriously ill and having to go there to see my doctors. It reminds me of driving by the Children’s Hospital and seeing the kids who were stuck being in wheelchairs and had wear hats to hide the fact that they were bold.

I am really not sure what I am doing or what I plan on doing anytime soon.

I just hope I find my way
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