Two New Items; 1 poem and 1 song
Two new items, one piece of poetry and one song that will hopefully (but in all reality, probably won't) get some music to back it eventually.
I Love You
Darkness envelopes my eyes
For once, I can't see my lies
The dank and heavy air begins
To sufficate me on a whim
I can't breathe while I'm here
Yet to be away is what I fear
I crave this warm embrace
It's the aftermath I can't face
All these thoughts run through me
It's unbelieveable you can't see
Your sleeping form, buried in dreams
I'm not the stable girl I seem
I don't want to break this peace
I should remain silent, let you sleep
My sobs echo in the silent space
Tears fall as gasps escape
I try to stiffle my misplaced sorrow
Maybe it will be gone tomorrow
How long has it been for me,
Since I had a decent night of sleep?
All I want to do is lay next to you
Not worry if you love me too.
Just enjoying the moment we had
I have no damn reason to be sad
Yet I'm crying again tonight
Scared that you'll prove my fright
I'll never wake you, you'll never know
Of these tears I'll never show
You'll look at me tomorrow, bright and new
You'll have no idea how much I love you.
Survive
Every darkened day
Seems too much to bear
All your words, cutting me
All these doubts, blinding me
This time, it's changed
I won't let you hurt me
I cast off your soiled name
I won't play your damn game
I'm ready to stand up tonight...
Chorus
I won't let you tear me down
My life is far too precious now
Your words have faded
I refuse to be jaded
By your henious words anymore
Don't speak, all your words are lies
And today, I'll be the one to survive.
You were supposed to care
Teach me right from wrong
You tell me I'm insane
That all I crave is this pain
I won't hope for better
I'll accept you for now
But tonight I'll break free
Maybe someday you'll see
That I'm stronger than you ever were
[Chorus]
It's now or never
I'm not going to hate you forever
But if I don't remember myself
I will never be.
This is my salvation
My creation
And my inspiration
I am who I am meant to be.
[Chorus 2x and fade]
Comments/Critique would be welcome if you can. *hopeful smile*
I Love You
Darkness envelopes my eyes
For once, I can't see my lies
The dank and heavy air begins
To sufficate me on a whim
I can't breathe while I'm here
Yet to be away is what I fear
I crave this warm embrace
It's the aftermath I can't face
All these thoughts run through me
It's unbelieveable you can't see
Your sleeping form, buried in dreams
I'm not the stable girl I seem
I don't want to break this peace
I should remain silent, let you sleep
My sobs echo in the silent space
Tears fall as gasps escape
I try to stiffle my misplaced sorrow
Maybe it will be gone tomorrow
How long has it been for me,
Since I had a decent night of sleep?
All I want to do is lay next to you
Not worry if you love me too.
Just enjoying the moment we had
I have no damn reason to be sad
Yet I'm crying again tonight
Scared that you'll prove my fright
I'll never wake you, you'll never know
Of these tears I'll never show
You'll look at me tomorrow, bright and new
You'll have no idea how much I love you.
Survive
Every darkened day
Seems too much to bear
All your words, cutting me
All these doubts, blinding me
This time, it's changed
I won't let you hurt me
I cast off your soiled name
I won't play your damn game
I'm ready to stand up tonight...
Chorus
I won't let you tear me down
My life is far too precious now
Your words have faded
I refuse to be jaded
By your henious words anymore
Don't speak, all your words are lies
And today, I'll be the one to survive.
You were supposed to care
Teach me right from wrong
You tell me I'm insane
That all I crave is this pain
I won't hope for better
I'll accept you for now
But tonight I'll break free
Maybe someday you'll see
That I'm stronger than you ever were
[Chorus]
It's now or never
I'm not going to hate you forever
But if I don't remember myself
I will never be.
This is my salvation
My creation
And my inspiration
I am who I am meant to be.
[Chorus 2x and fade]
Comments/Critique would be welcome if you can. *hopeful smile*