It's bloody cold. But other than that things are going quite well. I've handed in all my work (Yes, Professor McGonagall, that essay too!), dropped my Monday's Astronomy class and am doing well.
I mean, well enough, I guess. My extra robe hasn't been the same since.
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See, this is why I don't keep a journal. It's really ridiculous, how little I have to say.
There is some to say. I just can't really say it. I don't know if Dumbledore will allow me to say it publically.
I'm getting a job at the ministry! Internship for the Aurors. This is so brilliant. I'm going to meet Mad Eye Moody and then I'm going to be FETCHING things for him! Gods, this is brill.
And what's even more brill is that Alice wants to be with me. She wants to be an auror with me, she wants me to stay with her! I love her so much. I can't breathe without her. She's so amazing. Gods. She can do it. I know she can. She knows how to hex, to defend, to keep herself alive. She's strong. She's stronger than me.
I would have to protect her. I can't let her get hurt. Not when we're together. Not when I can be there for her. And I'll always be there for her. I'm promising myself now. I will be, as long as I can.
Alice. Even her name makes me smile stupidly.