Dec 10, 2006 14:31
Sometimes im so deleriously content that i wonder if its real. Not like "am i dreaming" but more "am i kidding myself". I guess this is irrelevant though.
I wake up every morning and i get out of bed (or off a friends sofa, or out of a lover's bed) and i am free to do whatever i want to do. i go to a job that transcends any hobby or aspirations i ever had, a job which fulfills me and satisfies so many desires and expectations. i spend time with the raddest people, i have wild and stimulating conversations, i laugh a lot and i dont have to suppress any of my urges ever!
Today my head is so clear i almost want to live for ever.