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nicole. i need you more than ever right now. your the only person who can relate to how i feel.
well im happy you were honest with me. its just hard to hear you say it one night then now this. but if thats the way you feel then i have to except it. just know that you have the biggest piece of my heart and i will always love you. id do anything for you. but i guess this is my time to actually move on for once. im not gonna cry this time either. its my senior year and the last thing i need is to be tied down. im gonna have fun and not worry about a thing. hmmm this is hard. all i know is that i wanna break down because im still so in love with you and i wanna be with you&i cant have you.... but now that i think about it its for the best, because we've both changed, alot. this is my goodbye. this is something that im putting away forever. my first love gone. but its all good cause i know my mr. right will find me. just not now. this is my time to have fun. i love you&i always will. never forget that. so i guess this is my first regret-falling in love at an early age. but it was fun. and worth it. my biggest and hardest lesson ever.
me and aaron are over. we got in a big fight tonight and decided it was for the best cause we havent been working out since ive been here. so im single baby! ready to have FUNFUNFUN
im just gonna smile. and smile more. no tears. being strong. for once. im out. loveyouall