It's been a while...
It's been a while since I posted last.. I guess nothing new has happened. All i know is that i feel like i have less and less friends every year for no reason at all. At first it was cuz i went away to boarding school, to get a better education and broaden my horizons, and i lost friends for doing something for ME for once. Then i lost friends to
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i probably don't say it enough, but i seriously miss hanging out with you. i know we only get together about once a year (sledding!) but that's what growing up is about.. breaking out on your own, doing things that interest you, and sticking it out through the tough times in order to find happiness in the end, or even better, along the way.
you know, most of the time i don't even remember that you left to go to cheshire. maybe it's because i graduated in 02, but band, tennis and gym are some of my happiest and most vivid memories from high school. that sounds dorky now that i say it, but seriously.. band trips were so fantastic (when else do you get to vacation with 50 awesome friends??), tennis was always fun because we were all so horrible (except aub.. dammit!), and gym-- well maybe that was just the endorphins :P
it makes me feel sad and helpless to know that so many of my friends are going through such rough times right now. it's such a cliche, but it gets better. the real world can be lame with more work, less days off, and more responsibility -- but on the other hand, no homework, freedom to live where you want, go out when you want, sleep when you want.. it's worth it.
i've always admired you for being your own person and not being afraid to leave moultonboro, visit friends in other states, and do things that make you happy. don't lose who you are just to make other people happy. do what you love and you'll find happiness.
you rule.
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