Curtain Call
I'm not sure whats in for me in the long run, and I'm not sure who exactly is planning out any part of my life... I don't know what 'fate' has in store for me, nor do I know what God has planned out for me, I'm not even sure what anyone wants me to do with my life but this goes for WHOEVER it is that has some control over my life, be it, God or Fate or Luck or whatever.... I'm YOUNG. I'm very young and quite frankly I'd appreciate it if whoever was messing with me would stop already. I've done a lot on my part so please, just stop already. My damn life isn't a joke and I feel like someones pulling on my strings, playing me like some sort of puppet. It's getting annoying and I'm sick of having to deal with the shit thats happening around me.
If this is all somehow MY fault, then send me a sign and I'll stop doing whatever the hell it is that I'm doing wrong to deserve this shit. I have no control over my emotions so that must mean SOMEONE ELSE does. I have no control over the events that are reoccuring in my life so whoevers making them happen can you please leave me out of it? I don't want to play anymore. I never even wanted to.
This goes against everthing I believe in.
How ironic.
If this is all somehow MY fault, then send me a sign and I'll stop doing whatever the hell it is that I'm doing wrong to deserve this shit. I have no control over my emotions so that must mean SOMEONE ELSE does. I have no control over the events that are reoccuring in my life so whoevers making them happen can you please leave me out of it? I don't want to play anymore. I never even wanted to.
This goes against everthing I believe in.
How ironic.