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Last night I had a moment of peace. I felt okay and calm about being in pain every second of everyday.
I felt like I had an understanding, a reason, and a way of seeing it in another perspective. I think it's here to keep my mind occupied because I'm easily distracted. But instead, it's the only negative thing that's allowed to run through my mind. And because of that, I won't allow anything else to bring me down. Not for long anyway. I'm trying.. and things could be so much worse than they are now. I fell asleep thinking about what I'd do if I were paralyzed. Maybe because this shit causes paralysis. :(
It's early. I'm not making much sense to myself.
Talking to Bobby this early is difficult. I can't keep up with him. Hahaha.
Crazy boy.
Art History today................... it's cool.
Although I wish we'd get into another era. Because the whole Frida Kahlo deal is getting old.
Her and Diego Rivera were just wrong, if anyone knows about that. And who knew she was a slut? HAHAH
Wow. I'm learning more than I anticipated, it's nice. My money is worth it, or should I say my debt.
Have a GOOD one!