I love......... The easter bunny and.....
So, lil miss Sammy had her first car accident... Oh come on, everyone was waiting for it to happen... Well, ya know what I mean.... I killed the telephone pole and my car... But I'm good, I really didn't get hurt, like a few scratches and sores but I mean it could have been soo much worse... Deets on that... Well, I was hella crazy tired and I hadn't eaten in like 50 something hours and I was dizzy cuz umms hello hypoglycemic peoples should eat once in a while, my blood pressure and sugar dropped dangerously low and I blacked out... I broke the windshield with my elbow, hit into the steering wheel, nothing too serious... Basically I'm hear to talk about it, so we're good.... They put me on some crazy ass shit, I was talking some silly stuff... hehehe....
So.... I love the hell out of this guy, have I mentioned that at all??? I realized that OMG! I really do! He was all I talked about at the hospital. Like I mean I really really really do love this guy. Why???
- He makes me happy
- He's a sweetie
- He's funny
- He's adorable
- He's my best friend
- I can talk to him
- I feel safe around him
- He drives me crazy
- He confusses me (although not hard to do)
- He makes me want to be a better person
- He makes me smile
- I'm comfortable around him
- He's amazing
- He gives me butterflies
- He makes me feel like nothing can hurt me, well except for him
- He's a great person
- He has a good heart
- He isn't an asshole
- He's not stuck up or materialistic, although I guess he can have exspensive taste sometimes
- He's a great friend
- His way of thinking is very very interesting
- He absolutely facinates me
- He doesn't take my cute I'm sorry shit when he's upset with me
- He gets me really thinking about shit
- He's got a great personality
- He's got the most beautiful eyes I've ever seen, I just get lost in them sometimes
- He makes me feel things I've never felt before
- He's always around when I need him
- He's a lot like I've always been, hard to get into, untrusting, has a wall
- He's changed me.... In a good way
- I can be me, which ever me I'm being at the moment
- I don't have to try to impress him, he doesn't have to see the show to like me
- He doesn't think I have to be all dolled up, that's cute
- I love sleeping with him, get your head outta the gutter cuz I mean like really sleeping
- I like kissing him
- I like touching him, again no dirty minds I just mean like him in general so behave, lol
- I like taking showers with him
- I love doing umms other things with him, okay now your mind can drift into the gutter
- I love waking up next to him
- I like texting him a million times a day
- I love talking to him, cuz we all know I never shut up
- I love how he'll randomly go "want me to come visit you?"
- I love the way he gets frustrated so easily sometimes
- I think it's cute when he gets jealous about something
- I love to hate the way he teases
- I like the way he smells, he always smells good, lol
- I like how silly he is about his hair, he worries about his more than I do about mine
- I like how he's so giggly when you tickle him and how he thinks he can turn it off but he can't
- I love how much he cares about me
- I love how he takes my breath away
- I love how just the thought of him makes me smile
- I love how everything's a struggle and a battle with him
- I like how he doesn't give in so easily
- I like how he's not wrapped around my finger like some other guys have been
- I love how cute he is when he's sleeping, no one ever looks cute when they're asleep, but he does
- I like hugging him, cuz I'm a hugging kinda chick
- I like how sometimes he can just touch me and I'll get chills
- I love how I end up being his like personal pillow when he's sleeping
- I love how grumpy he can be when you wake him up or he's tired
- I like how he always keeps me guessing
- I like how he doesn't just yes me to death
- I like that my father likes him
- I like that he puts up with my stupid bullshit, cuz I wouldn't
- I love that he's my friend
Basically I just love this guy... I mean head over heels in-love I'd do ANYTHING for him kinda love... I've never ever ever ever ever felt like this before... It's so amazing... I just wish he felt the same way about me :( But never the less, I feel the way I feel and yeah... I love him.... I honestly, seriously, and totally love Josh soooo fucking much!!!!