and so my story goes....
I have decided after alot of contemplation that I am going to just finish high school, I am going to attend St. Nick's and finally get my shit done cause I realized that I do want to go to university not college. I know I can do it I just need my confidence to go back to where it was a year ago, I don't know exactly what happened with me but I am, well was in a continuous downward spiral. Its time to kick myself in the ass and pay attention to what really matters in my life, stop worrying about the stupid shit, because I know that one day it will all come together and for the best. Although being positive and focused is hard I have to do it.
I am also gonna start power job hunting, no more sitting around waiting for a phone call, I have to inquire and be smart about it. This rutt I have been in sucks and I don't like it therefore I have to change it.
I'm once again starting over and I think its going to be good for me, if I maybe wouldn't have fuked up in life so much I wouldn't be here but then again no regrets....its all be a series of learning and living and making me who I am today, even if I am nothing really at the moment. I strive to be something.
Anyways I am babling on about shit that most ppl probably don't care to read so I'm going to stop there I just needed to do some venting.....I really hope everyone is doing well, staying healthy and safe and just doing what u gotta do.
I miss alot of ppl u all know who you are
Onelove
<3
I am also gonna start power job hunting, no more sitting around waiting for a phone call, I have to inquire and be smart about it. This rutt I have been in sucks and I don't like it therefore I have to change it.
I'm once again starting over and I think its going to be good for me, if I maybe wouldn't have fuked up in life so much I wouldn't be here but then again no regrets....its all be a series of learning and living and making me who I am today, even if I am nothing really at the moment. I strive to be something.
Anyways I am babling on about shit that most ppl probably don't care to read so I'm going to stop there I just needed to do some venting.....I really hope everyone is doing well, staying healthy and safe and just doing what u gotta do.
I miss alot of ppl u all know who you are
Onelove
<3