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I'm weirdly attracted to kyle strand.
I jammed my middle finger on friday... shit.
I dyed my hair for the third time in my life today.
I miss everyone. I'm so annoyed with my Ma. I miss Sidney a lot, but she never comes here and since my ma pay my insurance and refuses to let me drive up there. No one from Mankato has come here. Well, I have only told one person in Mankato about my situation. Everyone else believes that I have just stopped going out or talking to people. Thankfully on Friday, in a drunken stuper (SP?) I made it very clear to both Heidi and Meagan that I'm still crazy, and that I have been transported home to repair myself. Repair myself?
It's not like I have a broken bone or anything like that. I'm crazy, it's not like I can just mend myself. I need to get away, but I do not have the means to do it. I also cannot find a job anywhere. Fuck my life.
I'm debating about just vanishing one day. That'd be tight.
I jammed my middle finger on friday... shit.
I dyed my hair for the third time in my life today.
I miss everyone. I'm so annoyed with my Ma. I miss Sidney a lot, but she never comes here and since my ma pay my insurance and refuses to let me drive up there. No one from Mankato has come here. Well, I have only told one person in Mankato about my situation. Everyone else believes that I have just stopped going out or talking to people. Thankfully on Friday, in a drunken stuper (SP?) I made it very clear to both Heidi and Meagan that I'm still crazy, and that I have been transported home to repair myself. Repair myself?
It's not like I have a broken bone or anything like that. I'm crazy, it's not like I can just mend myself. I need to get away, but I do not have the means to do it. I also cannot find a job anywhere. Fuck my life.
I'm debating about just vanishing one day. That'd be tight.