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Well, I got a voicemail from my mother this morning saying she is diagnosing me with seasonal depression. I think she's right. Every spring just seems terrible and I always do a lot of things I regret.
Sometimes I really enjoy seeing Tony and I feel like our friendship is really important and then other times I honestly do think about how long it will take him to enter into another relationship. He's constantly dating and I do think about what's going to happen to us when he starts dating someone new. It hurts a lot to think about. I'm pretty sure I'm crazy. Either way I slept with Justin and it almost ruined everything. It wasn't even worth it. Makes me so mad that it even happened. Argh, he's so nasty and he said, "I know you've wanted this for a long time." What a cock.
Alyssa come to Mankato to visit. It was really fun having her here. I'm glad she came. I went to see her over memorial weekend. It was a fun day, but that night Tony and I ended up just fighting. It's stupid. Sometimes I hate him.
My cunt roommate moved out without saying anything to me. The other morning I was making eggs and some random old guy came in. It was her dad to pick up her stuff. She stole two things that I bought. Our shower curtain rod and the wooden stand for the kitchen utensils. Its almost worth her being gone. I put two screws in the wall and used ribbon to tie up the shower curtain. Man, she pisses me off. At least I have the sweet satisfaction of knowing she can't get a job anywhere and still has no friends.
I moved the living room into her old bedroom and now there's a beer pong table in our living room. Kinda fun, but kinda strange. I don't like living alone and I've only slept alone in my apartment one night since she moved out. I like it when Tony sleeps here.
I keep having this really strange dream about being at a water park only nasty things happen. I hate having nightmares and I blame it on seeing strangers last sunday with Sidney and Tony. I'm so glad we went to Sex and the City afterwards or I would have crapped my pants.
I finally have an appointment on Monday to talk to someone since my last appointment I slept through since I spend the night with Tony.
Gaaaaaaaaaawwwwd.
Sometimes I really enjoy seeing Tony and I feel like our friendship is really important and then other times I honestly do think about how long it will take him to enter into another relationship. He's constantly dating and I do think about what's going to happen to us when he starts dating someone new. It hurts a lot to think about. I'm pretty sure I'm crazy. Either way I slept with Justin and it almost ruined everything. It wasn't even worth it. Makes me so mad that it even happened. Argh, he's so nasty and he said, "I know you've wanted this for a long time." What a cock.
Alyssa come to Mankato to visit. It was really fun having her here. I'm glad she came. I went to see her over memorial weekend. It was a fun day, but that night Tony and I ended up just fighting. It's stupid. Sometimes I hate him.
My cunt roommate moved out without saying anything to me. The other morning I was making eggs and some random old guy came in. It was her dad to pick up her stuff. She stole two things that I bought. Our shower curtain rod and the wooden stand for the kitchen utensils. Its almost worth her being gone. I put two screws in the wall and used ribbon to tie up the shower curtain. Man, she pisses me off. At least I have the sweet satisfaction of knowing she can't get a job anywhere and still has no friends.
I moved the living room into her old bedroom and now there's a beer pong table in our living room. Kinda fun, but kinda strange. I don't like living alone and I've only slept alone in my apartment one night since she moved out. I like it when Tony sleeps here.
I keep having this really strange dream about being at a water park only nasty things happen. I hate having nightmares and I blame it on seeing strangers last sunday with Sidney and Tony. I'm so glad we went to Sex and the City afterwards or I would have crapped my pants.
I finally have an appointment on Monday to talk to someone since my last appointment I slept through since I spend the night with Tony.
Gaaaaaaaaaawwwwd.