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Since I haven't gone out since that one snow day?!? long time ago. I really forgot how much of a party whore I am. I am really good at meeting people and playing flip cup. It does bother me though when people honestly think I know 'too many people.' What the hell? It's not like all of these people are my FRIENDS. I consider most of them aquintances. It's not like when I'm having a bad day and feelling like nobody cares about me that these are the people that come and save the day. NOPE. They just happen to like to party. THEN my friends have the balls to say that, 'they can't take me anywhere.' when we ran into someone I went to high school with when getting chinese food. WHAT THE HELL. I'm hanging out with THEM. I just happen to sorta know someone and when I sorta know someone and I like them I SAY HI. what's the big deal with that? Sorry I'm sorta nice and feel that if I saw someone I knew and they blew me off I would feel low so I do it knowing that. Does that make me a bad person to know a lot of people? SORRY. Honestly, I only have four really good friends at school. FOUR PEOPLE that I will go to when I bummed out. when somebody's fucked me over, when something amazing happens, when I get a really good grade on something. THAT'S THEM
so why are they so upset about it? why do they care so much? it's not like i've ever ditched them to chill w/ these people i sorta know.
fuckers.
in other news: THURSDAY was amaaazing. Jimmy and Noah had a party at their place and it was amazing. Except one AWFUL fact. I may have made out with some sorta random kid--well, he dated a girl I know through other people--and well. he also made out with my FRIEND i brought. hahahaha. the next day over chinese it was nothing but funny.
goodness. I rented cure from the library. Some horror movie from Japan. Last night we watched Fahrenheit 451. Pretty good, even though it's old.
good morning all.
so why are they so upset about it? why do they care so much? it's not like i've ever ditched them to chill w/ these people i sorta know.
fuckers.
in other news: THURSDAY was amaaazing. Jimmy and Noah had a party at their place and it was amazing. Except one AWFUL fact. I may have made out with some sorta random kid--well, he dated a girl I know through other people--and well. he also made out with my FRIEND i brought. hahahaha. the next day over chinese it was nothing but funny.
goodness. I rented cure from the library. Some horror movie from Japan. Last night we watched Fahrenheit 451. Pretty good, even though it's old.
good morning all.