"One night I met you, as the rain glistened in the shine of your eyes"
I'm depressed because I'm lonely and want a boyfriend.... And because I think I'm really ugly... and fat.
I just can't find a good thing about myself tonight. :'( Why do I have to be so ugly... and why doesn't anyone ever like me for more than a friend? I really do hate myself sometimes. oh well...
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This is the shirt I'm getting! I ordered it tonight.. yay for me! I really can't wait till it comes in. I really hope it fits okay.
By the way... I have a myspace now.. Add me! http://www.myspace.com/_living_for_him
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Some of the best songs ever.... by THE BEST BAND EVER! -- Melee
"There is no denying truth can leave you crying
When you've never loved before
I hope you're never leaving 'cause wishes are deceiving
And crying only hurts us more
So fall asleep I'll always be in love with you
And forever know you're always in my dreams
You never loved me like you said you did
Night fades into day... my dreams are where you stay
Can we ever really get it right
I'm not going to say it 'cause I don't want to hear
How it's never really worth the fight
Remaining fairly happy and patiently awaiting
The moment that you realize
Call it superstition or call it intuition
But I know where our future lies
So sing to sleep I'll always be in love with you
And forever know you're always in my dreams
It goes on and on
You're always in my dreams"
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"She was the girl who had finally come along
Into my life and became a mystery
Can you be real enough so I can hold you hand
Hold you tight, close my eyes and everything will be alright
I'm as weak and fragile as can be
Don't lead me on, come on you know you do
Escape all that you're afraid to be
Run away with me tonight
And I know it's hard yes I know you cry sometimes
But I'll be here by your side as the leaves
And I'll hold your hand through the pain
As the leaves fall tonight
She was a girl who this morning left alone
Out of my life as she had come
Can you breathe me in as fast as I can breathe you out
Look in my eyes and realize that everything will be alright
No perfect word, no melody can sing all that you mean to me
If you give me the opportunity make your heart real and cry out for me
I'll take you away from this world for one second in time
I know it's hard and I know it hurts you
I know you cry sometimes
And I know you miss her all the time"
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>>>>For someone to feel this way towards me.... lets just say I would feel like I was in Heaven. I just want to be in love.... is that too much to ask for? lol