maybe if I take a shower...I'll drown....maybe...

[_live_2_luv_]

I figured out why I was supposed to go to my mom's house...cuz my dad and Dawn hate me..

I'm "taking over our house"
and my dad's going to my next probation meeting..which means he's going to tell her "i'm on drugs, having sex with random guys, and listening to loud music"...which means they'll probably fucking drug test me again...and other shit..
it's so fucking dumb..why can't i have good parents?...
and then my dad said I should probably just live with my mom...and see how she takes care of me..
cool
I like how when people get tired of me..they just hand me off to someone else...like I'm a problem that nobody can handle..so they just test out people to see who can actually "handle me"...am I that fucking bad that people have to keep tossing me around like a rag doll...I don't get it..

I'm sorry I didn't turn out as you had fucking planned
told you I was a bad daughter...