Help?
Is growing up the hardest thing to overcome in life? Lately, that is all I have come to understand.
If you remember, I used to talk about the Fab4 all the time. Well, that is pretty much non-existant now. We always said we would grow up, but never apart. Who were we kidding?
Last summer through this fall, I gathered (in my head) all of the things that I needed to fix about myself. Everytime I think I've fixed one, someone else has to point something else out. I am always wrong to people, never right. I know what kind of person I want to be, unfortunately, I dont think I will ever be that person, so I'm left wondering again. Who am I?
How ironic is it that everyone I have a conflict with, is the very ones that do not know me at all?
Why can't I be mean and cold-hearted anymore? I have become so tender-hearted and I don't know if that is good or bad.
Does life ever stop throwing things in your face?
Why do I think everything has to have reason?
I could go on for days. Is anyone else tired of being in their own skin? I guess this was ultimately stupid, but I had to do something. Why not jump back on ole' reliable, Live Journal.
If you remember, I used to talk about the Fab4 all the time. Well, that is pretty much non-existant now. We always said we would grow up, but never apart. Who were we kidding?
Last summer through this fall, I gathered (in my head) all of the things that I needed to fix about myself. Everytime I think I've fixed one, someone else has to point something else out. I am always wrong to people, never right. I know what kind of person I want to be, unfortunately, I dont think I will ever be that person, so I'm left wondering again. Who am I?
How ironic is it that everyone I have a conflict with, is the very ones that do not know me at all?
Why can't I be mean and cold-hearted anymore? I have become so tender-hearted and I don't know if that is good or bad.
Does life ever stop throwing things in your face?
Why do I think everything has to have reason?
I could go on for days. Is anyone else tired of being in their own skin? I guess this was ultimately stupid, but I had to do something. Why not jump back on ole' reliable, Live Journal.