Apr 09, 2004 15:33
im so tired of this shit
jesus when will it end?
YOU made me cry today!
you fucking were your stipud self and somehow i cared what you though and you made me cry. i feel like the biggest loser in the world because of it
and no this is not about justin
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on another note
i hate how you hung up on me
what did i do?
i told you i loved you and i got hung up on
:( why is everything the way it is?
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damnit i need this vacation like crazy
more than that i need to fucking get out of this town
out of this state
out of this school
i need to fucking graduate and just go
just take my car and all my clothes and justin and just go
i need to start over with everything and i need justin there with me
im so fucking lost and i just need a break
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i hate the fact that everyone thinks im the biggest bitch in the world when i dont even talk to them
ok so im really shy around people i dont know
why is that such a bad thing?
and why do i come off as such a snob to everyone?
maybe if you GOT TO KNOW ME youd realize im very pleasant to everyone and if youd talk to me once in a while youd probably get to like me eventually.
but no
most of you just sit back on your asses and call me a bitch.
thank you
i want to say im better than that and i know it
so FUCK YOU
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thank you megan forrest for inviting me to sit with you today in history class
that was really nice of you and at least i know you care.
i hope that i get to know you better eventually
you seem like a good person and a great friend.
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ps-
this is just me venting
the end