The dark and twisting caves that lay within my heart.
I talked to victor a while ago.... He's using again. I wish he'd grow up. He doesn't see how he's fucking himself up, He never really did. I did all I could for him, I really don't think there's anymore I can do.
Having a friendship being torn apart by well, Being torn apart by it's self.
I don't know what else I can do. All I can do is let him know that no matter what has happened between us, I still care about him and that I'm still here for him. Aside from that, He has to learn on his own. It's up to him in the end what he does with his life.
Free will.
Sometimes you wish there was no such thing, You wish you could just control people and make them do what's right. But then you look at your mistakes and realize you learned on your own, And that you have to let them, Because where would you be if you didn't go through what you did and you weren't the person you are today. Our lives, Our past, All of it makes us who we are. We can change but we can't make others change. Odd how that works, But it's what keeps us going I guess.
I don't know. I just hope he doesn't ruin his life.
Having a friendship being torn apart by well, Being torn apart by it's self.
I don't know what else I can do. All I can do is let him know that no matter what has happened between us, I still care about him and that I'm still here for him. Aside from that, He has to learn on his own. It's up to him in the end what he does with his life.
Free will.
Sometimes you wish there was no such thing, You wish you could just control people and make them do what's right. But then you look at your mistakes and realize you learned on your own, And that you have to let them, Because where would you be if you didn't go through what you did and you weren't the person you are today. Our lives, Our past, All of it makes us who we are. We can change but we can't make others change. Odd how that works, But it's what keeps us going I guess.
I don't know. I just hope he doesn't ruin his life.