Tuesday
what the fuck...talk about long time no update! so much shit has gone down lets see if i can do this..
Friday
my day completely sucked. i cried, i was miserable, marc didnt help any bit. BUT, one good thing happened...I WENT TO THE YELLOWCARD CONCERT beacause how cool am i? VERY. and you all know you are jealous. yea so we stood outside for a good 3 1/2 hours on the stupid line, but it was worth it. oh and we pigged out on chinese food and got shitty coffee from starbucks. when we finally were allowed in @ 6:15, we fucking ran and stood there for a good hour, and then Craig's Brother, The Matches, The Starting Line, and then YELLOWCARD performed. oh, how it was great. we almost got burried by 3250987 people who fell behind us when everyone was pushing. then when TSL started to perform, everyone started moshing, EVEN ME, and i went CROWD SURFING! woo hoo! kickass, man! i was 2 fucking feet away from TSL, and then i surfed again when yellowcard was playing. oh man, i love them. and i fell when i was in the pit. yea im so fucking cool. after the concert i couldnt hear anything, and almost didnt get my stupid sweatshirt back, cuz the person who i gave my sweatshirt to didnt give me a stub so i could get it back cuz shes a stupid spick bitch, and then i had to get security, who almost didnt give it back to me, because it was so obvious i was lying ::rolls eyes:: but yea. then we went to get some souviniers and shit, i got my ticket signed by one of the guitarists from Craig's Brother, and got The Matches's cd. by the way, its good. :) on the way home, i fell asleep. yes, thats it. i fell asleep within the first 5 minutes we got in the car. i called marc, left a message, which i soon found out, HE WAS AWAKE AND DIDNT WANT TO TALK TO ME, called my mom, and died in jessies bed. by morning i was up by 6, cuz i had a lotta shit on my mind. and so i found out...
Saturday
me and marc had problems. and so did me and my mom. but all that is straightened up now. apparently marc had been having all these thoughts in his mind, because wheni went to the concert, he had temptations to do all this shit, but he couldnt because he was tied down to me, or some shit like that. gee, and to think that i almost believed that he wouldnt have any of those feelings...anyways, yea. but i decided to see him at work, even though he didnt want to see me, but i made allie whitney drive me cuz i love her to death :-D..so then once i get home marc called me and i knew we had to talk, and we spent a good 2 hours on the fone talkinga bout everything and how i need to change and other shit like that...but yea. i was half asleep when he was tellign me all this, but i did listen. duh, of course..its marc.
Sunday
i woke up in an okay mood..everything was fine with me and marc, i think..we talked some more and everything i ugess was fine. i said id change, bc everyone knows that for marc, i would change, but marc also wanted me to change for me, too. so that was all taken care of. i had softball, which i hit wayy too much, as in 3 buckets righty, which sucked..and a bucket lefty,,which was better than righty?? anyway..i later went to slos soccer game because i loev her to death :-D and i havent seen her in a while. and marc wound up comin for a while cuz he was out anyway. so we spent some time together and i knew everything was gonna be alright :-D later on, i did some homework, and i think i went to marcs house, and i think ive already shown some improvement :-D so yea. then that night i went to sleep peacefully, even tho i knew marc wasnt going to bei n school the next day, because he didnt have half a tooth cuz hes dumb and chipped it. hahah.
Monday
i was surprisingly happy, even tho i phyiscally felt like shit bc i had no voice and my throat hurt, and even tho i dressed like shit, but its all good. oh and i left marc a nice voice message with my sexy manly voice, that morning. anyway, it was a beautiful day! :) but it wound up being that marc did come to school around 6/7th period, and since he didnt actually have class, he stuck around for a while with me when i had free..hehe..then after school we stayed after cuz i had a math test to study for, and he had notes to catch up on. so we went back to my house afterwards, and then we went back to his house. i was ognna go to his new house, which hes moving into tomorrow, but his mom didnt want me to, so its all good.
Today
today was ok. it was quite eventful, now that i think about it. i got a 100 on my english quiz, even tho that didn really help, considering i got a fuckign 68.8 Avererage=D!!! seirsly. what the hell.. math i had my stupid test, which i blanked out on, but then everything clicked. free i ate like there was no tomorrow..gym i hit rebecca dagastino in the face with a volleyball BY ACCIDENT!!!!! yea it was great though. i hope i dont get my ass kicked for it..AND YES I APOLOGIZED..chem i got a 100 on last weeks quiz cuz i kick ass. i was gonna stay after, but i have a quarterly tomorrow, which means i gotta study....NOW