Saturday
god damn im sucha loser for being up @ 7:30 in the morning, but considering so much shit is going on with everything, i cant sleep.
last night we had the wedding rehersal + dinner. it was ok. it wasnt bad, but i just wanted to go home. probly cuz i had all this shit on my mind about marc. i dunno about him, but for me things already seem to be not going well. i have a feeling were going to wind up breaking up just we both wont have time for each other, cuz our shedules are completely different and dont work with each other. so needless to say i had a rough night.
ugh i hope one of us figures something out. i dont want all this to end. i really dont.
later..
i finaly went to get my manicure, peticure, eyebrows, and tan. my nails are kickass, and they make a cool sound when they hit the keys hehe..and LOVE getting a peticure...my feet feel so prettyful. omg dont even get me started on my tan. holy crap. never again am i going in a booth. i was scared shitless. its like being in a cofin with 1345078 radioactive lights where you cant open ur eyes or ull like die.at first when i came out my tan was kickass..but now, well lets just say that all the places that were once white, are now red. yea. thats all i have to say. once i got home i tried to make arrangements with marc so i could see him, and i was being a bitch. bu i got my way and he ran here from across twon, even though i didnt want him to. but i still love him to DEATH. but i was happy he came over. he liked my nails and my tan :) i was so happy to have him just hold me and make me feel loved. there is no feeling the world that is better than that. so he ate dinner here and we watched the yankees WIN!!!! woooo!!!!!!!
well i need to get sleep for the big day tomorrow!
although i have to wake up @ 8 to go 2 church cuz i didnt today becuase of marc, and then were going to heidis house to get dressed and take pictures, then the weddings @ 3. i have a lil plan so that i can see marc tomorrow, but i dont know yet..well see.
i love you marc.
last night we had the wedding rehersal + dinner. it was ok. it wasnt bad, but i just wanted to go home. probly cuz i had all this shit on my mind about marc. i dunno about him, but for me things already seem to be not going well. i have a feeling were going to wind up breaking up just we both wont have time for each other, cuz our shedules are completely different and dont work with each other. so needless to say i had a rough night.
ugh i hope one of us figures something out. i dont want all this to end. i really dont.
later..
i finaly went to get my manicure, peticure, eyebrows, and tan. my nails are kickass, and they make a cool sound when they hit the keys hehe..and LOVE getting a peticure...my feet feel so prettyful. omg dont even get me started on my tan. holy crap. never again am i going in a booth. i was scared shitless. its like being in a cofin with 1345078 radioactive lights where you cant open ur eyes or ull like die.at first when i came out my tan was kickass..but now, well lets just say that all the places that were once white, are now red. yea. thats all i have to say. once i got home i tried to make arrangements with marc so i could see him, and i was being a bitch. bu i got my way and he ran here from across twon, even though i didnt want him to. but i still love him to DEATH. but i was happy he came over. he liked my nails and my tan :) i was so happy to have him just hold me and make me feel loved. there is no feeling the world that is better than that. so he ate dinner here and we watched the yankees WIN!!!! woooo!!!!!!!
well i need to get sleep for the big day tomorrow!
although i have to wake up @ 8 to go 2 church cuz i didnt today becuase of marc, and then were going to heidis house to get dressed and take pictures, then the weddings @ 3. i have a lil plan so that i can see marc tomorrow, but i dont know yet..well see.
i love you marc.