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Well, things have been stressful again. I shouldn't be stressed but I am. I got a 95% on my philosophy midterm. I have and 82% in my math class, which is good cause that means I am passing. I have a 88% in my psych class. Which sucks. I went down to a 90% in my Biology class which really upsets me. I know I can do better. And I need to.
Ever since I started my pain blocks last Monday and taking my neurontin, I've been unable to do anything. All I want to do is sleep. I've been falling asleep sitting up in class. I'll be in the middle of notes, and just fall asleep for 5 minutes. It's not good.
This whole having RSD is really freaking me out. I hate it. I have to start psychical therapy next Wednesday. 2 to 3 times a week for about and 1 to and 1 1/2, for 6 weeks. I will probably keep having pain blocks because the last one I had last Friday raised the temp on my feet. The difference had been 5 degrees and it was only 1 degree after the block which is a plus. But I was completely numb and my legs still kinda feel like jello. I have 3 holes in my back. None which have left a scar which is also a plus. But I'm just so sad about the whole thing. I mean, how long with I have to be treated? Will it ever get better? Will it come back? It just plain sucks. I do however love seeing Chris Pelkey's mother at Matrix when I get my blocks done. She is so super nice to me. I hope she is there tomorrow when I go. :)
Work tomorrow morning... I need a new job.
Oh and by the way, I'm still fucking pissed that proposal 2 passed in Tuesday. I think gays should be able to be married and have the same rights as everyone else. Ugh. Very upsetting.
xoxo
"I'm twisted cuz one side of me is tellin' me that I need to move on
On the other side I wanna break down and cry
So many days, so many hours
I'm still burnin' till you return.."