I miss the old me.

[_lillah_]

I was thinking of how I was back then. Before 8th grade. My life was so much better than now. And I think I finally realized why. Because I actually read the bible. I know that this may all be so random. But life was going so much smoothly and I liked it. Now there's just all these family issues going on and it didn't affect me until recently. I think I've decided to read the bible again. Like on my own. See what happens. I can sense the feeling of change. I just wish everything to be back to normal. I don't think it ever was. Sighs. Why do I realize all this now? After everything that has happened? There are so many things I regret. Let's just hope things will change.

I'm going to go read and study like the good student I am.

If this scared you, I'm sorry but you're just going to have to deal with it.