Long Goodbyes And Second Chances...
Lg FUAD.
i finished charlie. i cried took a breath and then opened it to page one and began highlighting my favorite parts. it is such a good book. thanks sam.
i bought fight club today (the book not the movie keek... i want to read the book first) and i got the new issue of ap even though i havent finished reading the last one i bought.
today was an amazing day. i read for 3 and a half hours straight this afternoon all alone in my house and it was amazing. i then went to class. on my way home i had the windows down driving fast lgfuad blaring and singing so loud i thought people were going to start throwing shoes at me. (you know like they do with the cats on the fences and garbage cans that meow off key and are annoying and loud. like that.) i felt infinite like charlie. i came home had a glass of wine. went to barnes and nobles with dave and bought my book and magazine. and i come home and did something i've never done before. i layed down with him and we talked... about everything. and it was amazing. today was amazing. i had a good day. i called erin and left her a message. i talked to every musketeer, except prulicks who i hope is okay and doing well... and i just thought today felt right. for once things felt right.
i hope everyone has a moment like i did tonight someday in their life. it felt really good. and it made me think of all of you guys and i felt warm and loved and at home. even though i was alone in my car in the dark. i can't explain it but one day i hope you know what i mean.
did that make any sense?
i love you all and miss you so much.
(and the bmx bike of my life is about to explode.
i'm about to explode.)
i finished charlie. i cried took a breath and then opened it to page one and began highlighting my favorite parts. it is such a good book. thanks sam.
i bought fight club today (the book not the movie keek... i want to read the book first) and i got the new issue of ap even though i havent finished reading the last one i bought.
today was an amazing day. i read for 3 and a half hours straight this afternoon all alone in my house and it was amazing. i then went to class. on my way home i had the windows down driving fast lgfuad blaring and singing so loud i thought people were going to start throwing shoes at me. (you know like they do with the cats on the fences and garbage cans that meow off key and are annoying and loud. like that.) i felt infinite like charlie. i came home had a glass of wine. went to barnes and nobles with dave and bought my book and magazine. and i come home and did something i've never done before. i layed down with him and we talked... about everything. and it was amazing. today was amazing. i had a good day. i called erin and left her a message. i talked to every musketeer, except prulicks who i hope is okay and doing well... and i just thought today felt right. for once things felt right.
i hope everyone has a moment like i did tonight someday in their life. it felt really good. and it made me think of all of you guys and i felt warm and loved and at home. even though i was alone in my car in the dark. i can't explain it but one day i hope you know what i mean.
did that make any sense?
i love you all and miss you so much.
(and the bmx bike of my life is about to explode.
i'm about to explode.)