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my mom insists on pushing me to join this research place where they're looking to run tests on people who are already sick to test their nosespray and ect. i'd get 150 dollars after two visits. my nose is deformed enough as is, i want to be a human guinea pig and sprout an extra fucking nostril or something. she's fucking out of her mind. she goes regularly for extra money as a "test subject for aging mothers". im waiting for something miserable to go wrong so i can laugh in her big swollen dumb head. yeahhhh. that kind of explains why ive been seeing too much of her. i just want to go back to sleep.
& this wind is fucking creeping me out.
& this wind is fucking creeping me out.