Aug 23, 2003 23:37
Well. I ventured into something totally new. Laser Tag. Hannah and Meech finally got me too play. I never played before. At first, I was setting down on the ground. Since I did not know how too play. Then all of a sudden, I was being hit at by Meech and Hannah. And i'm all screaming at them "What the fuck? I told you I never played before." They laughed and run off after Jason.
Soon, everyone started going after me. And I said I give up. So I get everything ready, and start shooting. Of course I did a lot of hiding behind things. Me and Jason finally decided too protect each other's back. Since the girls thought it would be fun, girls vs. boys. End the end, I think the boys won. When Hannah got hurt, and meech left. It sucks Christina was not their.
Jason, I'm marrying your mom. Either that. Or shes coming with me too the UK. ::Laughs::. After tonights concert Christina and I had. I went too my bus, too smell spaghetti. Man, I love pasta. She won me over right their. And boy, she cooks better then mom. Don't tell mom, I said that though.
Britney and I talked. Were kind of straightening out things right now. I don't know, at least we won't be mad at each other. I guess that's a good thing. Nelly told me just too leave her and Jc alone. But things have kind of been boring around here without them, too talk too. I hope everything works out Jason.
I decided i'm going too L.A. After the tour is over. The last concert is tomorrow in St. Paul. So after that, i'll fly over too California with Christina and Jason. I think I might go over too Jc's mansion down the street, if Hannah has not killed him yet. Or I might go see Britney. Not really sure. Ryan called me, we talked. He said we totally need a MMC reunion. What you think guys? Think we should have one?
I also wrote a song. I was bored before the show. It sucks I know. Lonnie says it sounds more like a poem. I've been writing a lot recently. So here goes. Tell me it sucks I don't care. I guess this is how I kind of feel in side as of late:
"Darkness"
Walking Through the Darkness
Turn your Back on the Sun
Push Everything Away
Your Life is all but Done
Follow Through the Darkness
Every time I feel a shadow linger behind me
But when I turn around
It is not there where it should be
It remains from me hidden
As if to see it was forbidden
Leave the Light Behind
May Someone Meet me There
In the World that Binds
Darkness
Nothing but darkness surrounds me
Not the darkness of a dream
for I know that I have awakened
and that that nightmare has passed
Not the darkness of blindness
for I know my eyes can see
I feel the shadows that quake
Above and beneath me
Nothing lasts forever
And you have to remember
That darkness well always be in me
For all the world to see
Also Note: Late welcome too = Julia Stiles ((jstilesx81)). Welcome too the community. Come on line sometime. Feel free too im me too talk.