IM HOME!!
finally home!! and finally get to use the precious computer again!! yay!! for those who did not know, i was in NY all weekend snowboarding. it was AWESOME! my mom took me to my cousin's house in NJ on friday and then they took me the rest of the way up to NY with them. first i went and suprised Andy at his house :P his expression was PRICELESS!
went snowboarding everyday, watched both resident evils, hung out w/ my cuz's friends, the usual. it was awesome.
andy came up on sunday night and was skiing w/ us monday and teusday
monday night i was PISSED OFF! i was rele tired, cuz every morning they woke me up at like 8 to get ready to go up to the mountain, and andy rele wanted to go tubing. yes tubing is fun, if ur in the mood for it, but i really wasnt. eventually the idea was pretty much forgotten about until my uncle brian came down and said we could go for 2 hours until like 10....and i rele didnt wanna go. but i finally was convinced when everyone said they were going. but then right as we were getting ready chris belmonte called to invite aaron (my cuz) ovr, and i was just thinking "good i dont have to go, ill just go w/ aaron" but my uncle said he could go but not me...so i was just like "wtf...w/e can i just stay home and sit around and listen to music or something?" and he was like "nope, ur going tubing" and didnt give me ANY say in the decision. he didnt give a flying fuck what i had to say. so the entire night i was already in a bad mood because i was tired, and then worse because i had to go. it was mainly because my uncle was being such a dickhead. andy tried to cheer me up the entire time, but i just was not enjoying myself going down the same hill ovr and ovr. i came home and they wouldnt even let me go get aaron, i wasnt allowed to go to the house at all. i was confused b4, but when they wouldnt let me go to the house for less than 2 minutes to tell my cousin we were back, i knew why i wasnt allowed to go. it was all because im a girl. you may think "no thats not it, its just ur imagination" but its true. i went downstairs to blare my headphones and just get away while my cousins and andy went outside to sled down the road bcuz it was iced over, and my aunt came down to tell me that because i was a girl, i had no business hanging out with a bunch of guys being the only girl. am i the only one who would get pissed off about this??? i wanted to SCREAM at her, or just scream in general, but i couldnt because i was a guest in their house and im not their kid. it made me feel like she thought i was a little whore who would do something stupid or like try to seduce them. she gave me this lecture about being a "lady." they are even nervous about leaving me and andy alone, thinkin we are gonna fuck any chance we get. they do this to me ALL the time. they put my younger cousin Skylar above me because hes a GUY and im a GIRL. and i get so sick of it and of every1 else assuming shit like that. i wouldnt care if i couldnt go to the guy's house if they had a real reason, not just the fact that im a chick. ugh it pisses me off!!!
anyway...new subject....
the ride home wasnt bad, i watched my Dispatch DVD, All Points Bulletin. it sucks they broke up! they are AMAZING!!
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today i was SO tired and class. in first mod shane put on old hillbilly-ish music...i was told him "if we listen to this shit long, im gonna slit my fucking wrists" (i was tired and not in a good mood) but his only response was "go ahead, we're listening to it." so my day didnt start of too grand, but ended pretty well. my hw in survey that i didnt do wasnt collected, and my test in US history wasnt as hard as i had expected, and the bio presentation wasnt TOTALLy horrible...but she did collect a lab report i didnt do.... :\
not a bad day except for the fact that i am completely WIPED!