Sep 22, 2005 13:58
Ah, I am about to make many people very dissapointed in me...
Im not ready for this responsibility....i dont want to go to college yet. Its just that i really wanted to have that year where you just relax and go to work and then go home and then party if need be...god i want that feeling of being able to relax and just let go of the "future" for once. i want to move out of the prisons that they call dorms and move into my own appartment where i think i deserve to just chill with some kickass roomates, smoke, drink and just be genuinely careless for once. its not like im gunna do this forever, just for that one year after highschool where you just forget the future. then ill get reenrolled into college and shoot the shit from there. ITS MY LIFE!!! WHY NOT??!!