Jun 09, 2006 17:26
I don't know how to feel. Happy that summer is here? Sad that we're going to be seniors, no longer simply "upperclassmen", but the class that leaves for good after 9 months? Happy that 13 years of drama and akwardness are almost mere memories? Happy that we're almost FREE? Sad that we have to act like adults? Sad that we have to spend next year making sure that we have fun and make the most of our last year together? Sad that this will be our last year together?
I've never ever been open to change. Heck, I hated the first month of this school year because it was such a strange feeling. But next year...well, 9 weeks from now, things are going to be so much different. And I'll complain about traffic and annoying new JR's in our core, and Ms. Grant being a bitch and having to study for AP tests at the last minute, but then I feel grateful that these are my only worries. And deep down I know that I won't mind sitting in my car in the parking lot for 15 minutes, and I'll like feeling superior to the fresh meat and I'll put up with Ms. Grant because her stupidity makes for good jokes, and after AP tests we watch a ton of movies and relax more than the Digital core (no offense Troy and Katie).
I want next year to be better. I want to make more friends, actually try in school. I don't want to mess up and get grounded or waste my time seeing the bad in things.
I love each and every one of you.
Thanks for being so awesome.
This is going to be the best summer yet.