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For the first time ever I missed school not that I wanted to, not that I had any other choice. I didn't think that it would be of the good to miss class, but when we got back to the house and I got comfortable with Oz, it all worked out. What happened next was..well it was amazing. Oz and I made love...and you know what...it felt amazing. I worried it would hurt, that it would be a big mistake, yet it felt amazing. I am just happy that I don't feel like I am Angelus' anymore. I allowed myself to relax with Oz and even rest the rest of the day and all night. I found myself actually looking forward to tomorrow, to living life and that is when I realized that Oz was the big reason for that.
I slowly allowed myself to wake up, my eyes fluttering open finding Oz still holding me tight. A smile played across my face as I watched him for a moment, then I managed to wiggle my way out of his grip. I placed a small kiss on his cheek and whispered softly that I would be back. Quietly making my way out of the room I slowly and somewhat awkwardly walked to the bathroom where I took a nice long hot shower which felt amazing.
Once I was clean I climbed out and wrapped a soft towel around me to head back to the bedroom where Oz was still sleeping soundly. I couldn't help but smile at that, he seemed so at peace, and like he felt comfortable where he was. I didn't want to disturb that so carefully and quietly I got dressed and sat down to do my hair. This was a new day, a new day where I didn't feel so horrible and dirty. I didn't know if it would last, but I wasn't going to question it right now.
I was contemplating this as I slowly braided my hair in pigtail french braids when I heard someone stir behind me. I smiled and didn't move, I knew who it was so I continued with what I was doing, but I did speak quietly. "Morning" I said softly yet somewhat happily. I was ready to face the day, and I wanted him at my side.
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I slowly allowed myself to wake up, my eyes fluttering open finding Oz still holding me tight. A smile played across my face as I watched him for a moment, then I managed to wiggle my way out of his grip. I placed a small kiss on his cheek and whispered softly that I would be back. Quietly making my way out of the room I slowly and somewhat awkwardly walked to the bathroom where I took a nice long hot shower which felt amazing.
Once I was clean I climbed out and wrapped a soft towel around me to head back to the bedroom where Oz was still sleeping soundly. I couldn't help but smile at that, he seemed so at peace, and like he felt comfortable where he was. I didn't want to disturb that so carefully and quietly I got dressed and sat down to do my hair. This was a new day, a new day where I didn't feel so horrible and dirty. I didn't know if it would last, but I wasn't going to question it right now.
I was contemplating this as I slowly braided my hair in pigtail french braids when I heard someone stir behind me. I smiled and didn't move, I knew who it was so I continued with what I was doing, but I did speak quietly. "Morning" I said softly yet somewhat happily. I was ready to face the day, and I wanted him at my side.
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