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[cordiechase]

"That was-wow", I said to Xander, still out of breath.

This was my first sexual experience and the best.

I turned to my side and caressed his face. "I love you Xander."

"Next time, I think it would be a good idea to use a condom. I mean, I'm on the pill, but we've got to be careful", I said seriously. "Besides, this body is not ready for

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[seerxander]

Shocked by this I let her do what she wants still fighting the tears.

"Cordy"

I said softly

"Don't do this unless you are sure"

I said quickly

"But...There is something I want you to see."

Finally I decided what I am going to do.

[cordiechase]

"Xander, look at me in the eyes."

What was his deal, right now. I don't get it.

"I'm sure about this."

I let go of his arms and sat up still straddling him.

"What do you want me to see?"

[seerxander]

"Please just trust me"

I said softly as I moved out from under her.

"Please...lets get dressed..if things are not different after this than I will back off this subject ok."

[cordiechase]

"Fine", I say to him as I get up and get dressed.

I got dressed quickly.

"Xander, you're scaring me."

[seerxander]

I pull my clothes on and then my shoes as I look into her eyes my hand on her cheek.

"Don't be scared...I just need...well I need you to see something."

I said leading her down to the car where we got in with me in the drivers seat.

"Just trust me."

[cordiechase]

"Okay, I trust you."

While he was driving, I kept looking at him. I didn't want to ask him any questions.

I trust him.

"Are we almost there?"

[seerxander]

"We are here"

I said as I pulled up to a run down house that had the lights on and seemed that my parents were loafing on the couch.

"Come on"

I said as I got out to walked around to her side opening her door.

[cordiechase]

"Xander, w-where are we going?"

I say to him trying to pull back.

"We are so not breaking into someones' house", I whispered.

[seerxander]

"For the love of GOD! Cordelia Chase welcome to my hell..I mean home."

I said as I led her inside only for dad to tear into me about god only knows what failure I have managed this week.

"Cordelia, these are my parents, mom , dad, this is Cordelia"

"Is this your hooker?" Xanders father asked. "Did you really expect us to believe you, the family failure could date someone like her?"

"Welcome to my hell"

I muttered again my eyes shooting to the floor.

[cordiechase]

"Hey! I'm not a hooker Mr. Harris. I'm his girlfriend."

I was getting scared. His father gives me the wiggins.

I rubbed it off, and tried to be civil.

"It's nice to meet you Mr. Harris and Mrs. Harris", I say.

I turned to see Xander looking at the floor.

Something tells me this might not be good.

[seerxander]

I sighed as I looked to Cordelia

"Don't bother"

I said softly

"I had hoped that you all would surpise me, but no such luck."

I said as mom chimed in.

"What you brought her here for us to be shocked? She will realize what a waste you are."

I looked to Cordy

"Let's go, this was a mistake."

"Thats right, take your little whore and leave..run away like you always do. You will never be any good, you will never get a woman worth anything."

That was it, when dad said all that I turned and snapped back.

"You know what, she isn't a whore, she is an amazing woman who I am lucky to have. You two don't care about anything but yourselves..I'm going to take her home now."

I said as I started to lead her out.

[cordiechase]

He lead me out.

I figured it wasn't worth my time to even say anything to them. I would have gladly cursed them out. Right now I really do feel like punching something, but I will bite my tongue and contain myself.

I stopped Xander before we got to the car.

I looked at him with tears in my eyes. I just kissed him softly, and hugged him. "I love you", I whispered as I start to cry.

[seerxander]

I pulled back from the hug and wiped the tears away.

"Please don't cry for me."

I said softly as I kissed her again.

"Just know you are welcome to run screaming."

[cordiechase]

"I'm not going to run everywhere."

If he thought I was letting him go, he was so wrong.

"I can't even believe you would think I'd leave you.", I said sniffling.

I looked up at him.

"Take me home?"

[seerxander]

I nodded and led her to the car opening her door then moving to my side of the car getting in and starting the engine.

"Home it is"

I said heading to her house again.

[cordiechase]

"I'm sorry you have to deal with that, everyday. I didn't know.", I said softly. Almost a whisper.

If I could have him stay with me, I would do it in a heartbeat.

"You know, if you ever want to stay over my house, you can any time. Even when my parents come home. My door will always be open for you."

I lean over and kiss him on the cheek.