May 04, 2005 15:07
I was so happy to be here with her. Cordelia knew everything about me, knew what my family was like and she was still by my side, I have to say that I am quite the lucky guy. I think Willow wouldn't agree, hell none of them understand why I love Cordelia so much. I don't think they will ever understand how wonderful she is, and why I refuse to choose.
I thought about all of this as I cooked our dinner. I hoped that she liked what I was making, I couldn't remember, but I had one meal that I was best at making. Steak, salad, baked potatos and for desert I cheated and bought a chocolate cake like thing. I think that I had all my bases covered, all I had to do was set it out.
Rosa had been a big help setting everything up and telling me that Cordy didn't like her meat rare. I knew that I had to have this just perfect. I wanted her to remember this night, as well as know that this wasn't a complex effort to get laid. I mean don't get me wrong, I do want her, I want to make love to her all night long, but I know she isn't ready so I won't push. For now I just focus on dinner and the gorgeous woman I love more than anything.
[[My amazing gorgeous Cordy]]