Ahh the pleasure

[seerxander]

Location - Cordelia Chase's room. Time - last night.This whole night was beyond amazing. I couldn't believe that this all was happening. Cordelia and I had never gone past kissing and caressing, you know the heavy making out that can be done in a broom closet here and there. Tonight she let me do things that I had only dreamed of. I could tell

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[cordiechase]

"S,kay", I say quickly, because he's kissing me all over. Again.

His body felt so soft from the shower. I hooked my arm around his neck. "I love you. Thank you for coming over. I needed you here with me. I wanted you here with me. Oh, and thanks for my first orgasm. It was very fulfilling", I kiss his lips softly.

"My parents leave tomorrow for Europe. I-I wanted to know if you want to stay with me while they are gone", I said nervously. I know it was a big deal to have him here. "That's if your parents let you. I wouldn't want you to get in trouble. If you can't, it's cool", I said softly.

[seerxander]

I looked into her eyes a smile on my face.

"My parent's don't have a clue when I am gone, I would stay here every night if I could."

I said with a smile, and yet a twinge of heart break. I wished my parents cared as much as Buffy's mom cares about her.

"As long as you want me here, I am here"

I then pulled her to me and kissed her.

"Just tell me what you want and I will do it."

[cordiechase]

I saw all the sincerity in Xander's eyes.

"I want you to stay with me", I say so softly, it could be a whisper.

I did want him to stay with me. It'll be fun to come home together. Eat together. Be together. Just having him here now, is giving me butterflies.

I kiss him. "Yeah, I want you to stay here with me", I smile.

[seerxander]

I kiss her passionatly.

"Then I will stay here. I want to do something for you though"

I said softly as I kissed down to her ear and whispered

"I want to make you an amazing dinner, since we missed our date."

[cordiechase]

Shoot. Now, I tell Rosa I don't need her help tomorrow. I sign inwardly.

"You cook?", I said chuckling. "Xander you're just full of suprises aren't you".

[seerxander]

"You learn when you have to fend for yourself"

I said softly as I pulled her to me holding her and caressing her body.

"If you don't want me to..."

I said trailing off.

[cordiechase]

"What do you mean, fend for yourself?", I said concerned. I never knew a lot about Xander's parents.

"No, no I want you to make me dinner", I say caressing his cheek.

"I think it's a wonderful idea", I kiss him and slap his ass.

[seerxander]

"I don't want to depress you with talk of my disfunctional family."

I also didnt want her to think worse of me.

"You have a reason for slapping me on my ass"

I asked with a chuckle.

[cordiechase]

"That's the thing. We don't know enough about each other. I don't know anything about your family, and you hardly know anything about mine. Which is funny, because we practically grew up together", I said to him. It's also the reason I wasn't ready to have sex with him. We needed to know more about each other, before we can even make that big of a step. "We can talk about it tomorrow. Promise me, we will".

"I wanted to slap your ass, because I wanted to slap it. Oh, and the fact that I can slap it, makes it that much more exciting", I say kissing his lips softly.

[seerxander]

"We will talk tomorrow..as long as you want. Instead of the make out session in the closet why don't we sneak off campus and talk. I have the last two classes off...wait you knew that, anyway I just don't want to depress you"

Wow I was talking a lot..I couldn't believe it.

[cordiechase]

"Maybe, we can just leave early", I say seductively. "I doubt anyone would notice. Besides, I would rather be with you", I kiss him and flip him onto his back and straddle him. Rubbing my hands up and down his chest.

"You won't depress me, Xander. This could be a good thing. We need to know each other better, especially if we're going to you know...", I trail off. "I-I'm, sorry', I said still straddling him and looking down at him.

[seerxander]

"You are something else Cordelia Chase"

I said as I run my fingers over her back.

"And you are not sorry, don't ever say that about yourself."

I don't know if she would catch onto that, but I hoped she would.

"You are the best thing to happen to me."

[cordiechase]

I smile at him, so brightly. "I'm not sorry about myself, sweetie. I'm just sorry for bringing up the sex thing".

"You were never supposed to make me feel this way, Xander", I say lowering myself placing my hands on his shoulders to level myself. There are tears in my eyes again. I wasn't supposed to fall for him. I did, and I don't regret anything.

"I..kiss..love...kiss...you...kiss", I pause. "You are the best thing that has ever happened to me too, Xander", I lick his lower lip and quickly bite it, then kiss him hard.

[seerxander]

Oh god she is turning me on again. I kiss her back, but eventually stop.

"Cor"

I whisper

"Please, I..I want to give you time, but if you remember I told you looking at linolium makes me hot, well imagine what happens when I look at you and feel you on me like this. I want to be the good one, the one who doesn't try to take advantage of you."

I said softly as I held her close and caressed her.

"I just want to lay here, hold you, and know that I am going to wake up in the morning next to the most amazing woman I know."

[cordiechase]

"Typical male", I say as I slip off of him. As, I slip off of him I caressed my hand on his...manly part. I smiled to myself.

I turn to my side facing him, and snuggle closer to him. "Then what are you waiting for? Lay here, hold me all night. I'm not going anywhere, Xander", I say with unshed tears in my eyes. "You're stuck with me for a long time", I kiss him.

[seerxander]

"I'm sorry"

I whisper as I get a chill up my spine when she runs her hand over my cock. Ok that just wasn't fair.

I force myself to calm down I gather her into my arms and caress her and kiss her.

"I love you too, and you are stuck with me."

I take my free hand and wipe away her tears.

"No more tears, ok?"