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[eternally_ozs]

I laid in Oz's arms, he wanted me to rest, but I couldn't seem to get any. Oz finally took the lead and called Jenny asking for some help from her. She didn't know what else to do, but give me more of the sleeping pills that she slipped me the night before so she brought a small handfull over telling Oz just how many to give me and how often

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[wolfedman]

I smile slowly, hoping that this is a sign that Willow is maybe taking the first steps to recovery.

"Want me to make you something?" I ask.

[eternally_ozs]

"Last time I checked all you knew how to make was a mess."

I said with a small smile.

"No, I..I don't want to be a pest."

I looked away a moment.

[wolfedman]

"You're not a pest." I tell her sternly. "I wouldn't have offered if I didn't want to do it."

I place a small kiss on her forehead, trying to kiss away some of the worry and pain.

[eternally_ozs]

I sit up and look him in the eyes.

"Oz"

I said softly

"Kiss me?"

I asked, I don't know what was going through me, but his touch and his kiss made me feel whole again and I needed it.

[wolfedman]

I hesitate slightly, a bit taken aback by her insistence, before kissing her fully on the lips. I take my time with it, trying to be tender and not be too forceful.

[eternally_ozs]

I hold the kiss melting into his arms. I love the way he makes me feel. I feel safe and protected right here and know that no matter what he won't hurt me.

Finally breaking the kiss I look up at him. "I..I love you" I said softly as I rested against him my hand making its way to his fingers weaving together with his. This just felt so right..safe, and right.

[wolfedman]

"I love you too Will." I whisper in her ear as I hold her close to me, feeling her hand intertwine with mine.

I still don't get her wanting to be physically close to anyone after what happened, but I guess she could just want to feel needed, somehow still human and not an object.

[eternally_ozs]

I rested against him, trying to make the terror of him leaving again go away. I know he has to at some point go home, but I don't want to be anywhere without him..he is what makes me feel safe now.

"Y--You won't leave again will you" Why I had to ask that when I know he wouldn't..I don't know.

[wolfedman]

"I... I can't leave you again Willow." I reply, the guilt that I feel over leaving her the last time is almost too much. I know that I probably wouldn't have been able to stop Angelus, but me being here might have stopped him trying in the first place.

[eternally_ozs]

"I--I know you arent to blame..I..I just don't want to be away from you again..not ever..well ok sometimes, but not now...ok I am just rambling so I am going to shut up now."

I said as I looked out the window seeing that it was getting dark...this is the part of the day that scared me, the sun setting.

[wolfedman]

"I'm not going anywhere Willow." I tell her, not wanting to seee her in any more pain.

I notice her look out the window at the sunset and can only imagine what feelings are going through her at this moment.

[eternally_ozs]

The fear too much I look away from the window and look to him.

"I..I.."

I couldn't get the words out so in classic Willow fashion

"I have homework I should be doing."

[wolfedman]

I reach out to Willow, managing to get a hold of her hand.

"Willow, it'll be okay. Angelus wont come back now." I tell her, "Or at least I hope so." I add under my breath.

A thought strikes me at that moment. "Buffy!!"

[eternally_ozs]

"What about Buffy"

I was still mad at her, I didn't know why he was bringing her up.

[wolfedman]

"She went to Angel's. We still don't know if she's okay." I reply.

[eternally_ozs]

"Oz, I think she is fine"

I said not really wanting to talk about her.