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[_lie_to_me]

why am i being such a bit*h around school? i dunno i'm just really pissed off at the moment and there's a lot of sh*t going on... and i keep taking everything out on random by-standers. i'm not like that and i really have to fu*k up cos i'm pissing myself off. Also not a good idea to make enimies when the classes are so small and i'm gonna be stuck in this sh*t hole for another two years...

"good bye, nice to know you" - incubus
any way... i've been thinking today about the biggest pile of... WANK!!! (and not in the buying sence of the word)...
Why do people believe that this world owes them anything? do we actually have the rite to assume that we are actually worth something? we're nothing!! perhaps i've just been stareing at the nights sky too long.... have you ever noticed how insignificant you feel when looking at the stars? maybe i'm ust weird....

"what ever words i say, i will always love you" - joj
if your soo unimportant can you then expect people to live be the rules society
has set for them? or what is concidered correct behavior in this day and age?!?
for example is your boy/girlfriend cheets on you because they love someone else who are you to come between them. does anyone actually have the rite to ruin other peoples happiness?

"i love the way you love, but i hate the way i'm susposed to love you back" - silverchair
do you have the right to sacrifice someone elses happiness for your own? are you expected to be completely selfless?

i'm soo confused and i'm rambling....

Fear Of Dying
I'm not afraid of standing still
I'm just afraid of being bored
I'm not afraid of speaking my mind
I'm just afraid of being ignored

I'm not afraid of feeling
and I'm not afraid of trying
I'm just afraid of losing
And I am afraid of dying

Without you yes I do and I hope that you do too
Without you yes I do
Without you yes I do and I hope that you do too
Without you yes I...

I'm not afraid of being sick
I'm more afraid of being well
I'm not afraid
Put the gun in my hand
I'm just afraid it will hurt like (hurt like) hell

I'm not afraid of screaming
and I'm not afraid of crying
I'm just afraid of forgetting
And I am afraid of dying

Without you yes I do and I hope that you do too
Without you yes I do
Without you yes I do and I hope that you do too
Without you yes I...

Fear of
Fear of
Fear of
Fear of

I'm not afraid of looking ugly
I couldn't care what they say
I'm not afraid of happy endings
I'm just afraid my life won't work that way

I'm not afraid of forgiveness
I absolve you everything
I'm not afraid of lying...
But I am afraid of dying

Without you yes I do and I hope that you do too
Without you yes I do
Without you all I do is sit and think about you
Without you yes I...