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he gave up.
it hurts so much.
i really don't
understand how
someone can just
walk away from
almost 3 years.
i've put everything
i have into this
relationship.
it sucks knowing
someone else is
going to end up
with him.
he will always be
in my head if i
ever meet another
guy.
im terrified of
relationships.
maybe it was a long
time coming. in the
back of my head i knew
it was.
i had hope. i had to
believe that we really
love each other and itd
be okay in the end.
i just want to send
him everything he
ever gave me. but
i can't. bc then
i'd be throwing it all
away too.
but he has my heart
and i can't get it back.
he just stole his back
from me.
i can't cry anymore.
maybe its for the best
maybe its not for anything.
i was given this amazing
person, that i never deserved
even if at times everyone said
he didnt deserve me.
we got thru everything that
was thrown at us. but not
this time.
time will tell what happens
next. but for now, i do love
him, and i dont know if
it'll ever go away.
im starting to cry
it has to be okay
im stronger then this
i hope...
Don't you get it? You are replacing me with someone who just walked into your life. How long have I been here? How many years? I guess it doesn't matter to you anymore. You look at me with eyes that say "I don't care" How do you think that makes me feel? Out of all the people that have walked into my life you were the last person that I suspected that would walk right out without even looking back.. Please don't prove to me that I was wrong..
i think i am wrong.
it hurts so much.
i really don't
understand how
someone can just
walk away from
almost 3 years.
i've put everything
i have into this
relationship.
it sucks knowing
someone else is
going to end up
with him.
he will always be
in my head if i
ever meet another
guy.
im terrified of
relationships.
maybe it was a long
time coming. in the
back of my head i knew
it was.
i had hope. i had to
believe that we really
love each other and itd
be okay in the end.
i just want to send
him everything he
ever gave me. but
i can't. bc then
i'd be throwing it all
away too.
but he has my heart
and i can't get it back.
he just stole his back
from me.
i can't cry anymore.
maybe its for the best
maybe its not for anything.
i was given this amazing
person, that i never deserved
even if at times everyone said
he didnt deserve me.
we got thru everything that
was thrown at us. but not
this time.
time will tell what happens
next. but for now, i do love
him, and i dont know if
it'll ever go away.
im starting to cry
it has to be okay
im stronger then this
i hope...
Don't you get it? You are replacing me with someone who just walked into your life. How long have I been here? How many years? I guess it doesn't matter to you anymore. You look at me with eyes that say "I don't care" How do you think that makes me feel? Out of all the people that have walked into my life you were the last person that I suspected that would walk right out without even looking back.. Please don't prove to me that I was wrong..
i think i am wrong.