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All that has been on my mind recently is how people affect others. Intentionally or Unitentionally is the question. I've pretty much just found out that someone from my past has shit all over me and i mean all over me. I couldn't care much for my past or extend any positive thoughts on that whole experience because right now is what matters to me and what i live for. I'm not going into detail as I really can't but I didn't provoke any actions to be done, infact i did absolutely nothing wrong back then to deserve exactly what has happened. Infact i don't even know why i'm spending wasting my time writing about it, it really isn't worth the effort. Conclusion: In process of elimination from the mind.
Currently in a phase of self reflection, but then again.. I can't think of much time in recent months when I haven't been in this phase. There's one person who inspires me to no end, constantly. I wish i could elaborate more on that but i'm not entirely sure how i'd put it into words. 'Inspire' is an understatement for sure. I find myself assuming answers in a somewhat categorical generic gender way and i'm proven wrong pretty much all the time (yes, it's a male... and us women always try to prove a shit theory about how they're "all the same", when infact ladies, thats completely incorrect). That's the only way i can explain that. Adoration and Inspiration stems from that but only a little, it's only a contributing factor to what i think/feel on the whole. It's majorly intense though and i love it, it's so new and motivating and i can't ever see it dying.
I crave to feel his skin against mine right now so on that note i'm going to bed to fantasise.
I will visit again tomorrow.
Currently in a phase of self reflection, but then again.. I can't think of much time in recent months when I haven't been in this phase. There's one person who inspires me to no end, constantly. I wish i could elaborate more on that but i'm not entirely sure how i'd put it into words. 'Inspire' is an understatement for sure. I find myself assuming answers in a somewhat categorical generic gender way and i'm proven wrong pretty much all the time (yes, it's a male... and us women always try to prove a shit theory about how they're "all the same", when infact ladies, thats completely incorrect). That's the only way i can explain that. Adoration and Inspiration stems from that but only a little, it's only a contributing factor to what i think/feel on the whole. It's majorly intense though and i love it, it's so new and motivating and i can't ever see it dying.
I crave to feel his skin against mine right now so on that note i'm going to bed to fantasise.
I will visit again tomorrow.