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It seems i fail to understand others, or just maybe nobody understands me? That's such a 'rebel goth' attitude to have and i don't mean for it to sound like that but seriously, lately i've been asking far too many questions about pretty much everything to do with the people i am 'close' with. My mother specifically. Usually we understand each other to the extent 'understand' can possibly go but this past couple of weeks every word thats come out of her pie hole has just ultimately fucked me off. So i've decided to isolate myself from her for a while. She even turned around to me in a 'heated conversation' and told me she drives around in her car after work because she doesn't feel like she wants to come home as i always make her feel like she does everything wrong. What a crock of SHIT. She's always home at the time she's always got home from whichever shift therefore no driving around has taken place. 'Driving around' obviously means she drives straight home and maybe has the passing thought that she may not want to come home, but does anyway. Just writing about it is majorly pissing me off.
Just started the easter holidays from college, got two weeks off. However i won't really have much time on my hands as i have far too much work to do with my FMP, CS presentation and exhibition planning. Got my University interviews in 3 weeks time, they should run pretty smoothly i'm being told, but then again with my anxiety disorder anything can happen.
Some fucktard keeps calling my mobile and everytime i pick up they don't speak, like what the fuck is up with that ? It's my new phone too and not many people have this number at all so i've no idea how whoever it is has my number or why they're even wasting their time on doing that. Stupidass.
This day has been pretty rubbish upto now with the shit going on with the mother etc and to top that off INFECTUS aren't playing the Bristol show with Desecration. So Lee is blamed for today being fucking rubbish. And he has a pink shirt. Gaylord.
Can you tell i have nothing productive planned for today ?
I think i may go for a walk again to my spot in the field and lay there for a while. It's a gorgeous day!
Just started the easter holidays from college, got two weeks off. However i won't really have much time on my hands as i have far too much work to do with my FMP, CS presentation and exhibition planning. Got my University interviews in 3 weeks time, they should run pretty smoothly i'm being told, but then again with my anxiety disorder anything can happen.
Some fucktard keeps calling my mobile and everytime i pick up they don't speak, like what the fuck is up with that ? It's my new phone too and not many people have this number at all so i've no idea how whoever it is has my number or why they're even wasting their time on doing that. Stupidass.
This day has been pretty rubbish upto now with the shit going on with the mother etc and to top that off INFECTUS aren't playing the Bristol show with Desecration. So Lee is blamed for today being fucking rubbish. And he has a pink shirt. Gaylord.
Can you tell i have nothing productive planned for today ?
I think i may go for a walk again to my spot in the field and lay there for a while. It's a gorgeous day!