AHH!!!
Ross has a mohawk now!!! It's amazing. I haven't seen it in real life yet but he sent me a picture and I love it!!!
Why are my damn journal entries always about him?
Dammit...why oh why do I try so dilligently to be a hard ass and not care about him? It obviously doesn't fucking work!!!
Wait till the next journal entry. I'm pretty sure it will be about him also. I think I'm going to get a "speech" on wednesday. (a week away) I'll explain when and if it happens but lets just say if I do get it it will be the greatest day of my life so far and I've waited for the damn thing from SOMEONE(by that I mean ANYONE) my entire life. It's just that coming from Ross will make it ten times better. Why do I think I will get this speech. Here's what I got out of the conversation...
"God Cat. I really miss you so much right now and everything's perfect except that you're not here. I've done a lot of thinking the past few days and I just can't wait to see you. I have so much to talk to you about. When I thought you'd been kidnapped by Russians today* I just thought to myself "if she gets out of this ordeal...I'm going to love that girl""
*don't ask...haha
That last line was almost a speech enough for me. Can't wait to see what Wednesday brings.
And BTW...just so you all know...he is not my boyfriend.
Why are my damn journal entries always about him?
Dammit...why oh why do I try so dilligently to be a hard ass and not care about him? It obviously doesn't fucking work!!!
Wait till the next journal entry. I'm pretty sure it will be about him also. I think I'm going to get a "speech" on wednesday. (a week away) I'll explain when and if it happens but lets just say if I do get it it will be the greatest day of my life so far and I've waited for the damn thing from SOMEONE(by that I mean ANYONE) my entire life. It's just that coming from Ross will make it ten times better. Why do I think I will get this speech. Here's what I got out of the conversation...
"God Cat. I really miss you so much right now and everything's perfect except that you're not here. I've done a lot of thinking the past few days and I just can't wait to see you. I have so much to talk to you about. When I thought you'd been kidnapped by Russians today* I just thought to myself "if she gets out of this ordeal...I'm going to love that girl""
*don't ask...haha
That last line was almost a speech enough for me. Can't wait to see what Wednesday brings.
And BTW...just so you all know...he is not my boyfriend.