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Here's all you need to know. Me and Sully broke up. I'm moving back in with my mom. My dad is practically dead.
My reactions to this? Anyone who thought we were going last was insane anyway. Which means I'm fucking in need of solitary confinement. Where the fuck did this relationship go wrong? Shit happens. I hate her.I hate her.I hate her.I hate her.I hate her.I hate her. Yeah I don't care, he treated me like shit anyway. I'm a good liar.
Whatever. If anyone wants to fucking hang out or something.. yeah. Whatever. I don't give a shit anymore.
My life is falling apart. To half time? No. I'm quoting some lame emo band song. FUCK. I don't like this. I'm becoming me again. Old me. The me I fucking hated because she was a lame, weak piece of shit. Get over it Lexxi. You're fine. You're strong. You don't need a guy.
Was I in love? Or was I distracting myself from thinking about Jay? Probably. I don't know why. I'm happy he's with Kerwin and they're fucking happy and all that shit I'll never really have.
My head is too cluttered.
I'm out.
My reactions to this? Anyone who thought we were going last was insane anyway. Which means I'm fucking in need of solitary confinement. Where the fuck did this relationship go wrong? Shit happens. I hate her.I hate her.I hate her.I hate her.I hate her.I hate her. Yeah I don't care, he treated me like shit anyway. I'm a good liar.
Whatever. If anyone wants to fucking hang out or something.. yeah. Whatever. I don't give a shit anymore.
My life is falling apart. To half time? No. I'm quoting some lame emo band song. FUCK. I don't like this. I'm becoming me again. Old me. The me I fucking hated because she was a lame, weak piece of shit. Get over it Lexxi. You're fine. You're strong. You don't need a guy.
Was I in love? Or was I distracting myself from thinking about Jay? Probably. I don't know why. I'm happy he's with Kerwin and they're fucking happy and all that shit I'll never really have.
My head is too cluttered.
I'm out.