Nov 15, 2004 22:28
heh. if shes happy, im not. and if shes nopt, i am. lol i can say this time that i am happy. the past few days ive been really happy. ive come to the realization that ending it with her is not an option, its an easy way out. and whats the fun in that. besides, i have no reason too now. ive never loved her more....
but, theres been a small problem. and thats kinda gay. i just want her to be happy.
She told me one of her friends wasnt talking to her. Well the person knows who he/she is. It happens to be a really good friend of hers. and i feel responsible. So when she got offline tonight this is what i said to him/her
xGolfinGramma: (blank), please dont be mad at her
xGolfinGramma: granted your not my favorite person at the moment, you mean a lot to her
xGolfinGramma: and shes been upset lately as it is
xGolfinGramma: just give it some thought (blank).... for her
the person didnt reply.
(sigh)
we just cant win. there are always people that say or do something that get one of us thinking or trigger somethign else to happen and we have one of these problems. Granted most of the time its me.... heh, its nice to know though that im not the girl this time. I guess i grew a penis.
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