this worked pretty well on my last journal. let's try again.

[_letsrun]

to everyone who reads this:

leave me an anonymous comment pouring your heart out. say anything. tell me your stories, your secrets, those things no one ever asks but you wish to tell. tell me abut your love, your hate, your indifference, your joy. tell me about your opinions. on me, on the world, on the love of your life, on your cat.
tell.me.

Comments

[anonymous]

you dont know me, but when i found this entry i had to say something. i felt like it was the perfect chance.

i'm a liar.
i lie to almost everyone, about almost everything.
&so far i've only found one boy in the whole world who i havent lied to.
but i dumped him. &now he's dating my best friend.
i have a sneaking suspicion that she's going to cheat on him, which i feel terrible about. but in truth, i want him to be heartbroken.
i hate him because he didnt put up a fight when i told him it was over.
&i love him because he used to write me poetry.

so now i spend my nights IMing one of his friends. partially to make him jealous, partially because i just want to get over him.
this boy, he's drunk sometimes. but always fun. he says i make him laugh.

on the 9th, the 2 of them will play a concert. together. i promised i'd go, of course. but i dont know if i can handle both of them at once. i dont know if i can handle seeing my ex with another girl.
i gave up everything to get him back, &it didnt work.
now i'm alone, he's in love.
this whole situation is so fucked up.

[anonymous]

now i'm alone, he's in love.
this whole situation is so fucked up.

thats what happened to me

[anonymous]

what happened to me, too

[anonymous]

that's what happened to me too.
i wonder what i feel about this,less lonely now that there are others experiencing the same shit?
no,i truly feel devastated for us all.
all i want is a boy who'd be able to sweep me off my feet,again.