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back to the same old shit. i feel a mixture of cynical amusement and jealousy these days when people express hope for the future. sorry if i made plans with you, sorry if i promised i'd come see you, i lied, but not intentionally. this time flaking out wasn't a decision i even had a chance to make. i have to leave maine i'm tired of living under a bridge. i'm kind of over trying to relate to people anyways. too many people are politicians.
pol·i·ti·cian-noun
a seeker or holder of public office, who is more concerned about winning favor or retaining power than about maintaining principles.
i guess my bizarre social behavior is often reflective of my inability to trust and i keep on remembering why.
on the bright side i'm leaving with two of the people that i do trust, at least as much as i can.
choose your own family.
pol·i·ti·cian-noun
a seeker or holder of public office, who is more concerned about winning favor or retaining power than about maintaining principles.
i guess my bizarre social behavior is often reflective of my inability to trust and i keep on remembering why.
on the bright side i'm leaving with two of the people that i do trust, at least as much as i can.
choose your own family.