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[_les_innocents_]

I feel off now and I think I'll make this a private journal so only I can read it because no one, not even my friends, comment or post or read or anything and I'm too dependent so I should start trying to cut myself off. I'm sorry to everyone I've ever annoyed and I understand if there was a time you just wanted me to shut-up but were too polite to say anything. I'm sorry that I say some of the stupid thimgs I say and I'm sorry for everything I've ever hoped to be true in my life. I'm so sorry that people sit with me only when they don't have anyone else around to sit with.

I'm sorry that I've been so stupid and I understand your critisism. I understand that my art is sometimes "horrible" or even most of the time and I understand the looks you give me or don't give me for that matter like looking right past me and I understand I understand

I'm taking the hint

I'm taking the hint
I'm taking the hint
I'm taking the hint

I understand I'm stupid
so I'm taking the hint and I'm sorry

so
oh
so
sorry.

'I shot an arrow toward the sky,
It hit a white cloud floating by.
The cloud fell dying to the shore,
I don't shoot arrows anymore.'

I'm taking the hint, your hint
I know you don't care
so I'm taking the hint

sorry

oh

so

sorry