Apr 30, 2005 17:59
wah wah.....2nd time being grounded all weekend in...2 days. record? haha the sad part is i havent actually followed the terms of being grounded. fuck that.
anyways...im gettin really really excited for the jack johnson concert and its still 4 months away. haha. but the good news is..once summer is here time will fly by (hopefully). im gettin a job tho so ya never know.
so it turns out cobb fucking county doents approve of foreign exchange programs so if i do go to ireland my seinor year ill have to come back and take another seinor year at kell. wtf? i might just take summer school next summer and cover the classes. ($1,000 btw) idk what im gunna do, i just do know that 2 more years at kell will kill me. leaving here was keepin me going. now what do i have to look foreward to? another year of the same old shit with my same old problems? some people ask what im running from. well im not running from anything....... im running to something. there is nothing for me here and im never satisfied with what i have. took me 16 years to realize that. (haha this means my dating life will always be shit i think.) i figure maybe somewhere else is just where i need to be.
2 years will seem like forever man.