Jan 26, 2006 07:53
yesterday, I had my boyfriend fiancee` leave a message on my phone saying. "This is Cree & Alyson, you know what to do" for some reason this is a big deal to me. We are SHARING a phone. That screams committment to me because my phone IS my life & now I'm sharing it.
Could it be I'm freaking out because I'm scared of committment?
Perhaps. I can be such an alpha male, that & he is 10 years my senior & done w/ that partying phase & I'm not even at legal California drinking age yet.
I need to stop pondering this & finish drinking my coffee & take a shower.
for gods sake it's only 7:58AM.