Misery's Angel
nothing quite compares to this feeling of being completely hopeless...the confusion in my head is surpassed only by the heartache in my chest...i'm emotionally shut down, there isnt a complete thought or plan of action in my head...have you ever been just so dazed by the things going on around you that you feel numb? you go in the kitchen in the morning to pour yourself a cup of coffee and as you stir the cream into its rich blackness you daze off and realize 20 minutes have passed since you've been stiring and by that time the coffee is just as cold as you feel...i cant count how many times thats happened in my life....but it seems even more so, now that i have completely lost this person, that my million cups of coffee before him, are insignificant...