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hey hey. its weird, i cant find much to say these days.i feel like theres not much to think about "in theory" anymore. basically just been going day by day, handling problems as they come, thinking about it after, then move on. it seems like its all i can do. and i dont really know if thats progress, or if its taking a step back. am i any happier or sadder. neither. i dont think i stress as much. even as i write, not much is coming to me, haha, usually, its a month or so before i've gathered enough "good" insight to be able to dump it all here. i guess what im starting to realize is that, when i have a thought, say a negative one, it hardly stimulates me anymore because i know i've already had this thought before. its almost boring. if i've learned anything lately it is to not take your negative thoughts so seriously. anyway, stay up. business is slow, but i saw it coming. its summer. its how it goes. stick it out, take it on the chin and grin. i must be getting tough. haha.